hey guys.

my boyfriend is seriouslyy annoying me. I keep texting him and he doesn’t reply and then he says “oh sorry my phone was locked in the safe and my mum lost the key.
That is some BS right there. Though I say this, he’s not that bad. He’s really sweet and kind and like awesome but when he said that it did annoy me.

In other news Crush 1 (The boy, remember from my first post) is takenn butt Crush number 2 is now single (she is my bestfriend remember).
That’s right, she dumped her really mean/rude girlfriend and she seems happier now so I am happy for her.

Yesterday my friends and I (wow proper grammar I know) went to watch the new Winnie The Pooh movie and I cried like four times it was soo good! Afterwards we went shopping (like every girl does with her friends) and i bought a new jumper it is really cute and I wore it today and I love it (omg I sound like a Basic White Girl™[That was basic too wow what is wrong with me today])

Tomorrow my Mum is taking me shopping to Primark (like I said before get over ittttt) for clothes for our holiday next week (post about that soon) so that will be good.

Any advice/comments on what was said in today’s post are, as always, very appreciated  and welcomed. I’d love to talk to you guys!


Family day

Hey guys,

A few weeks ago my cousin messaged the family group chat saying that we should meet up since we haven’t seen them since Christmas.

So today me, my mum, my mums bf, my sister and my brother went to the park with the whole of our mums extended family.
That’s a lot of people.

There were aunts, uncles, cousins, second cousins and my grandparents went as well- altogether there were 18 of us.

It was good, we all played rounders together (my team wonnnn) , went to the park and had some ice cream.

The only problem is, even though I said the whole of my mums extended family, one of my uncles didn’t turn up.
My Nana got upset even though we weren’t surprised- I hadn’t seen him in four years. Buttt she also bought me some new shoess! They’re from Primark (all clothing I own comes from Primark get over it) and they’re like velvety and pink and white and very very pretty.

Two days ago I went to see Mama Mia 2- and nowww I may have a celebrity crush on the actor that plays young Bill (Josh Dylan), it’s not my fault he’s really cute, with a good singing voice as well! I don’t really want to say anything else though without giving spoilers.

I’ve decided I want to start to lose weight- although it’s hard because I don’t feel comfortable telling my parents because they’ll protest against it, but I’m definitely heavier than I should be (I’m 10 stone if you have to know) and I’ve been told for my age I should be between 8-9 stone. I’m not going on a diet because my food is still provided by my parents cooking so I can’t eat diet-y things without telling them I’m trying to lose weight.
So, I’m trying exercise. I hate running, walking, and the only voluntary exercise I do is trampolining lessons, which have stopped for the summer.
Sooo instead of turning to going on a run everyday- I play half an hour of Just Dance everyday (yeah it still exists) and play the most active dances.
Now, I know that Just Dance has a section specifically for workouts- but that takes the fun out of it. Also, I can play it with my sister, so I don’t have to tell anyone about me trying to lose weight.

If you have any weight loss tips/ celebrity crushes you want to tell me about, or to just tell me anything in general, put it in the comments below, I’d love to hear from you guys!


Bright and Breezy

Morning guys,

I woke up at six this morning and my sister was already up?! She was all awake and everything, and I told her “you’re certainly bright and breezy this early in the morning!”

Anyway I hate to be negative with this post- but I just needed to get it off my chest- I hope you enjoy I guess?

I hate my brother. And I don’t want people commenting, “Oh you love him really”, or, “Brothers are supposed to be annoying!” because, although that’s true, I hate him for different reasons.

Let me tell you a little bit about my brother- He’s 11, quite short, messy hair, has glasses and incredibly annoying.

Now what I am about to tell you may sound pathetic because I’m older than him, but no teasing or anything- it’s rude.

He bully’s me- and let me tell you how.

My brother has a full length mirror in his room, and I don’t so my mum said I can use it when I need to.
When I’m looking to see if my clothes are okay, he regularly calls me ugly. I try to take no notice of it, but it’s hard when he follows that up with “It doesn’t matter what you wear anyway, because it won’t change the fact that no one likes you.”

See what I mean?!

He’s also quite sexist as well, like when I make myself a cup of tea (we’re British, get over it) he says “make me one” and when I say no, he tells me I’ll have to get used to doing things for men, because that’s all I’ll be doing when I get married.
Also. I was watching a Buzzfeed video (a Ladylike one-for those of you who also watch ladylike this is going to be based off of Kristin) and Kristin was talking. My brother said “she looks quite fat actually doesn’t she?” and when I said no he said “Well I wouldn’t go out with a woman that fat, it’s unhealthy”

See why I hate him now?

Anyway in a couple of weeks I’m going on holidayyyy (whoop) but then it’s back to school and I get to see my friends properly again and also (DON’T JUDGE) I actually enjoy school- Obviously not allll of it, but most of it!

I would love to have a conversation with some of you guys-Leave a comment and I’ll reply as soon as I can!



This is a long shot, but I want a clean fresh slate this time.

So basically for those of you who don’t know me (which is no one anyway) here are some facts about me.

I’m bisexual (yes really, bisexuals are real), my parents are divorced, and I guess that’s all I can really say without someone figuring out who I am.

Anyway, I have a boyfriend butttt (and this is where the confusion comes in) I have a crush on two other people.

Let me tell you a little bit about my boyfriend- He’s incredibly sweet, he always listens to me and we have sooo much in common

Good right? Let me tell you a little bit about my crushes-

Crush 1– boy, two months younger than me, really funny, really cute, is nice to everyone and he is Single (with a capital S)

Crush 2– girl, four months younger than I am, incredibly pretty, nice laugh, is also bisexual (I told you we existed), but she is Taken.

Not to mention she knows literally EVERYTHING about me because I’m her best friend.

This is too much information, but hey ho, it can’t be as bad as last time right?

If anyone has any advice for me, even if you think it sounds stupid, it would be much appreciated!